Dearest Mattie,
I am so sorry so many people have forgotten how precious you are, but as I have always promised, I will never forget you. You are with me in my heart every day of my life.
We will do a wonderful job of celebrating you today, I promise. We will have decorations, cake, and fun things we know you would enjoy.
When I try to imagine what you would be like at four, I am lost. I know you would be beautiful and sweet and fun as you grow into a little lady. You would be learning so many knew things as you begin to prepare to start school. You may know your ABC's and how to count and write your name and may even be learning to read. You would probably be able to dress yourself and would probably have a unique style all your own. With four brothers, I wonder if you would like sports and playing ball or if you would be mommy's girly princess who insisted on dressing up all the time and playing with your dolls. Mommy would love that!
Mommy just wants you to know that you will always be loved. She has a really hard time sharing about you because it is hard to talk about without crying and because most people just don't seem to appreciate you. I just want the world to know how special you are, my little angel. I hope that you are having the best birthday party ever in heaven and that you will enjoy watching our celebration here too.
With all my heart, happy birthday beautiful girl! I love you!
Love,
Mommy